Originally Posted by
dollarguy
My First Concealed/Carry Incident:
I compose this in my little personal way to relieve the stress and fear I encountered in my first concealed/carry incident. I ask no one to agree with me, but I would like to hear how you might have handled it better.
All happened going home from work last Tuesday afternoon around 6:30PM.
My license arrived in June 2009. My first encounter with pistols came last February with the arrival of an XDM 9mm. My Kahr PM9 was delivered a month ago. At work, I wear business attire with a tie, often without a coat during warm weather, I have not settled upon an IWB holster yet. Consequently, my PM 9 is between my legs in the car in a seat holster. The XDM is in a gun pouch underneath the passenger front seat, easily reachable in need if I have any thoughts of possible danger. If I am wearing a jacket, I often will put the PM9 in a pocket when I exit the car. If not it stays in the car, slid under the driver’s seat and well hidden.
I turned into a mixed apartment/town home complex about a mile from my home. Although the complex is only about 50% complete, there is around a 20% occupancy by residents of the 50% completed. Consequently, construction workers have residential traffic as well as construction traffic during the work day.
The road was completely blocked by a pickup/trailer headed as I was in my car. A very large tractor was directed at me along side of the pickup with both drivers deep in conversation. They looked at me but continued their conversation, totally blocking my access on a residential street. Around three minutes of wait time, I closed from 75 feet to 35 feet, and now received the middle finger salute from both workers. I waited another minute and now finally the tractor began to move toward me. The tractor driver did not salute again, and when he cleared, I moved forward to pass the pickup. Just as I came to about 10 feet from him, he saluted me again and took steps half way to my car.
Here I am, with 19 rounds in the XDM, but under the passenger seat. My PM9 is between my legs with 6 rounds, one chambered for action. With fear sweat breaking out on my face, my hand is on the grip but he can not see that I have a weapon. Around 5 feet away in front of the car but not blocking my progress forward, he continues saluting and telling me off. Slowly I stare ahead not making eye contact but always in sight of his stance to see if he will hit my car. As I move past him, he continues saluting me as I watch in the rear view mirror, his jaws flapping.
I am feeling a little nauseous, and more than a little shaky. As I park in the garage of my home, I sit there, thinking about what happened, and even more about what could have happened.
What if he had hit my car? He could have grabbed a hammer out of his truck very easily. The car can be fixed, and I hopefully could have gunned the gas and escaped. I am not sure if I could have kept my CC license if I had shot/killed a man bashing on my windshield. Possibly if his tool had breached my window, I would have been in real danger for my life and not been prosecuted for killing the construction worker. I do not CC for the killing of anyone. I do it only to have a chance against an aggressor. Most often, I have heard of an incident where a gun was either displayed or actually drawn and aimed, causing the aggressor(s) to flee with no rounds fired. I pray this will always happen for me.
I truly appreciate your reading this far.
I ask again, what would you have done?
…dollarguy