Doesn't look bad at all to me. Hardly even any honest wear.
Bottom line is it's your gun and you have to follow your heart or your gut or whatever it is you usually follow. I do feel your pain, tough choice.
I could ask my wife but I'm sure she'd give her opinion weather you want it or not. Maybe that's the solution, you got a wife? Ask her.
In Memory of Paul "Dietrich" Stines.
Dad: Say something nice to your cousin Shirley
Dietrich: For a fat girl you sure don't sweat much.
Cue sound of Head slap.
RIP Muggsy & TMan
"If you are a warrior legally authorized to carry a weapon and you step outside without that weapon, then you become a sheep, pretending that JOCKO will not come today."